The Beach, Booze and Busted Memories

I see these sea shore trying to tumble the world but once it comes to the shore they are so tranquilized. Its the destiny of the waves - make some noise before you die. Makes me feel the same about the dubious life that we all live at some point of time. Its goa, hell yeah its 1 am in the morning and unfortunately the party is over. To add to the effects, yes I am drunk, to an extent that quantification would demand a just explanation. The sands and the running waves that tries beguiling it makes me feel more temperamental. Drinking and busted memories has been an aenonian culture. Yeah a culture that you cannot resist, a culture though you always try to resist; and unfortunately they succeed busting your resistance everytime you make an attempt. They ridicule you, makes you feel exhausted may be frustrated or supposedly exhilarated at times. But they do pitch in. Some pitch in hard others just solaces the bruised heart. But they do pitch in.

Some brings in the fresh vibes of the days when you were caught eating lunches in the morning classes back when you were in high school. Some brings in the days back in college when every girl you met made you feel as if you are in love. Some brings in days when night used to be days and days used to be nights. Some brings in days when alcohol poured more frequent and heavenly than monsoon rains. Some brings in the days when copying was the only thing you knew thought was important. Some brings in days when you danced like a crazy ape after getting drunk. Some brings in days when you had your first job and you thought you had the world. Some brings in days when you hated the same first job which made you feel so excited once, just now that the feeling had changed to a darker side; and now you thought it sucked more than Ranbir Kapoor stand up acts for Docomo’s promotion. Some brings in the day when you realized she was the one.Some brings in the days when you had that juvenile song in the heart. Some brings in the days when you kept waiting for one text which just had a smiling smiley. Some brings in the long duration phone calls sessions which made you feel she wasn’t too far. Some brings in days when every moment with her seemed heavenly. Some brings in days when denial knocked your doorstep. Some brings in the days when she said NO. Some brings in the days when the reason to drink changed from celebrations to the pain of missing her. Some brings in days when her absence hurt you a like a nail in the coffin. Some brings in days when you knew she was gone. Some brings in memories when you decided life has to begin again. Some brings in entire happenings that ever happened to you.

Beach, Booze and Busted Memories – yeah they are doing wonders. They are making me more vivid and probably this is so perfect a night.