The man that never was

Probably we never realise about the man the never was .. He is always there .. Omnipotent .. OmniPresent ..
We feel Him .. We can hear him but we dont want to visualise him.
he is there wether you play basket ball; wether you involve yourself in toughest of computational problem ; wether you shop; wether you date .. irrespective of our actions.
He is always there ..
He is the one who keeps pushing our limits beyond pre-defined norms and bars.. !! He is the one always ringing in the mind.
We listen to him ; we talk to him ; we respond to his suggestions ; we know him
but we dont wanna accept him as if he never was ;
we are hesitant ; we are ductile ; the only oblivious reason is that coz we are human .. the mean and selfish humans ; we always tend to ignore the fact and rely more on our assumptions. Only because we are Humans ..
Some one said we are rational ; the other said we are social but personally speaking i have to redefine the textual meaning of "social" && "rational"

We often see him ; we know him but we pretend; he is the one who gives the courage to young college guy to go out propose the first gal of his eyes ; he is the one that bruises a broken heart; he is the one who encourages one before his most important result ; he is the one who drives so called "self-motivation". He is the one who makes us passionate about our desires.
He is decorous ; he is coherent; he is in sync ?? but then we never accept him . we tend to decimate our choice to accept. coz we are humans ..

But once on a life we have always heard that voice ; the voice of

"THE MAN THAT NEVER WAS"